This is to my son whom I love so much. 

I remember that day that

you first appeared to us and they said it was a boy. Oh the joy I felt.

No words can describe the feelings of that moment and my feelings

toward you have only grown more.Then that awful day when you were sick and they took you away.

Man I thought I was going to die because of the pain I felt.

That's the kind of pain I feel now because of missing you and letting

you down.I thought I never wanted to miss a moment of your life because

we don't know which day will be the last one.I see pictures of you and cry. I hear you on the phone and I cry.

 It's making me cry as I write.Dad's got a lot of making up to do to you.

 This will not last forever. 

I ask that you would forgive your dad for the pain and sadness.

 Because dad is not perfect. I am sorry for being selfish and

doing what I wanted and not what was best for you.I hope you will give your dad a chance to make it up to you.

Love Dad

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