Archive for the 'From my Journal' Category

A Battle Plan for my Marriage (part 3)

Sunday, March 11th, 2007

You can read part 1 here and part2 here. One of the things that amazed me in my search on how to pray for my husband was all the verses that applied to me. I combed through my journals to organize and here are some verses from the Psalms that applied to me. **Whenever I [...]

A Battle Plan for my Marriage (part 2)

Friday, February 9th, 2007

I thought I should clarify that when I say “Battle plan”, I don’t mean I’m battling my husband. This fight is with the true enemy. One time a lady assigned to counsel with me, told me that she thinks we give the devil too much credit. I will be the first to tell you that [...]

A Battle Plan for my Marriage

Wednesday, February 7th, 2007

In Honoring my Covenant, I shared with you about my studying and note-taking. I began to write down verses that I could apply to HIM! (sort of funny huh?). I was amazed to find that the majority of the verses I wrote down applied to ME. I also found some that applied to our child. [...]

Honoring my covenant

Wednesday, January 31st, 2007

In the years before this incarceration, our marriage was not always pretty. Sometimes it was. There were always threads of love and hope. Joy even. Everything in our lives was not ugly and sad. However, the ugliness and sadness was always lurking under the surface. I knew it was there. I began to study and [...]

El Roi The God who Sees

Tuesday, December 19th, 2006

This name of God has been the most precious to me. **Notes from my journal. In Genesis 16 Hagar was hurt by Sarai and Abram’s lack of faith. I’m certain that they were in their legal rights to use Hagar but they didn’t wait for God and in the process someone was hurt. I have [...]

Love in an Apple pie

Saturday, October 28th, 2006

** Journal entry from 2004. Encouraging people makes me happy. I used to write cheery little notes to friends. I’d spend hours decorating little cards, writing notes, praying for my friends. I didn’t do these things for attention. I just wanted to encourage and remind them of God’s goodness. I haven’t done much encouraging lately. [...]

2 years

Thursday, October 26th, 2006

Today I realized that this day 2 years ago was the day my husband kissed us goodbye in the morning and didn’t come home. He went to work that day and had to sleep at the facility at night. After he was sentenced, he had 3 weeks at home with us. Those were melancholy days. [...]

Forgiveness

Tuesday, October 24th, 2006

This post on forgiveness will probably not be the most beautiful post I’ve ever written. My journey to forgive my husband lasted for a very long time. It wasn’t instant and it wasn’t easy. I still struggle sometimes and have to ask the Lord for his power and strength to help me. When my son [...]